*Trying to define my today's mood...*



It happens all the time, when you pass the whole day listening to the same song which helps you feeling more doom, grim and depressed...


This is HURT, a Trent Reznor's (Nine Inch Nails) masterpiece, but the version I was listening to is a cover sang by Charon at Tavastia in Finland...
Alone in the dark surrounded by Jussi's voice and the amazing lyrics, with a big bunch of thoughts flyng in my head... and always YOU...



To live is to love the pain. Poisonblack - Lay your heart to rest



HURT


I hurt myself today

To see if I still feel

I focus on the pain

the only thing that's real

The needle tears a hole

the old familiar sting

try to kill it all away

but I remember everything.


What have I become?

My sweetest friend

Everyone I know

goes away in the end

You could have it all

My empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt.


I wear this crown of shit

upon my liar's chair

Full of broken thoughts

I cannot repair

Beneath the stains of time

the feelings disappear

You are someone else

I am still right here.


What have I become?

My sweetest friend

Everyone I know

goes away in the end

You could have it all

my empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt.


If I could start again

a million miles away

I would keep myself

I would find a way...

*Charon's Hurt video at Tavastia is available for downloading at Jana's Charon russian fan site http://www.frail-dreams.tk Enjoy!*