Wednesday, January 18, 2006

MISSED ME???



Here I'm back again...
Still stressed because of my finals, which haven't finished yet (I wanna all this ends quickly); still (or much more) crazy, still fascinantly freak...

Just wanna thank people who read this and, mostly, the ones who have left a comment.

Stay in touch for soon it'll be a new post about... (nope, it's a surprise... ok, maybe I don't know yet what to post, but believe me it's gonna be great)...

"There are no gods in my nights and days.

I'm my biggest lord and I allways will"

Chaotic me - To/Die/For
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Monday, January 02, 2006

NIGHTMARE

Sometimes I feel I can't handle my life and all this shit we live through, but also I feel I love world and all that lives and exists in it... You know, I love feeling depressed 'cause it makes me really happy (maybe it's an important part of my gothic being), but people who knows me will agree that I'm a very nice person who is always laughing and saying lots of dumb things...
A few days ago I realized that I can't have by my side people forever, that there's a long way between have sex and make love, that life is just a little lapse of the eternity we call time, that friends are like blood (always come fast when you have a wound), that music and literature are miracles that help us to forget our life of sorrow (as says Edguy's song), that as the same I need a time in solitude I need a word, a hug and a kiss, that life is a kind of nightmare (exciting and fearfull at the same time)...

I guess I need to rest (but not in peace, not yet), again...

I rather be sleep: wakefulness is much more terrible than dreams (or nightmares)...
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