I just wanna thank all the people who had stoped by, so...
Gracias
Thanks
Danke
Kiitos
Merci
Obrigada
Arigatou
спасибо
Grazie
So thanks again and stay tuned...
PS. I swear it'll be more posts soon (though my word is not so trusthable nowdays...)
HURT
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything.
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt.
I wear this crown of shit
upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here.
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
goes away in the end
You could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt.
If I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way...
*Charon's Hurt video at Tavastia is available for downloading at Jana's Charon russian fan site http://www.frail-dreams.tk Enjoy!*
To wait is to die slowly,
to know a new form of despair,
to pass painfull time in solitude...
* Just can't wait to see you again... but the pain worth it... *
"La vasta noche
no es ahora otra cosa
que una fragancia"
Jorge Luis Borges. Dos (Diecisiete haiku)
Caminaba bajo la lluvia, intentaba hacer conciente cada mínimo detalle de la noche. Sentía las gotas chocando contra su frío cuerpo (la piel erizábase en un constante ritmo de lluvia, como un latido, el latido de su corazón que se aceleraba lentamente, de manera casi imperceptible); escuchaba el golpe que hacían al caer sobre las plantas, el suelo, los autos. Susurraba el viento suaves palabras en sus oídos, traía como un lejano presagio la armoniosa risa que escuchara hacía pocas horas, acariciábale los labios. La tenue luz de las lámparas entraba sigilosamente en sus abiertos ojos y los llenaba de imágenes, un rostro se formaba imprimiéndose en las delgadas córneas...
Una chispa surgió desde el interior de su ser y, cual explosión, comenzó a crecer de manera imprevista, irrefrenable. Un delicioso orgásmico sabor llenó todo su cuerpo, lo extasió y paralizó por un momento, era el recuerdo de la noche de ayer.
*Para ti, obviamente...*
"We all are moons with our dark side
which is not shown to anyone
unless we want it."
(or something like that)
Mark Twain (The adventures of Mark Twain)
Life is a masquerade, a stupid comedy, an absurd play in which we all are characters -coherent but common, vulgar- which run directly to find our end in the third act.
But what's behind the mask? Beyond the face everybody sees?
Nothing but ourselves, nothing but our darkness: the most beautiful part of a human being, the secret most carefully saved, the truth of what we are and believe, our inner feelings, a riddle wraped in a mystery wraped in an enigma.
Mrs. Le Guin said once that "we like to think we live in daylight, but half the world is always dark" and I add, as ourselves; so why many of you feel ashamed of what you really are or feel?
Drak side is waiting to be felt, explored and loved. Just remember to show it only to the ones who deserve that amazing privilege, don't throw pearls to the pigs.
To YOU, thanks for letting me take a little glimpse in the dark haze of your wonderful sad soul. The same moon is also my only companion in this painfull road... this vale of tears...
Also to Mika Ahtiainen (wherever he is... miss you, dear...) 'cause he made me think about my "dark side" some time ago, and he knows he's an important part of my dark side fantasies :P
“I think all great metal needs that killer mix of classic riffs and ripping
solos, something that has been a bit of a dying art recently. We are doing our
best to recreate that mix on this new album, and one thing I can guarantee is
that there will be tons of guitar for fans to headbang to. All in all, I am
really happy with the songs and I believe we have found the right balance of
melody and brutality - the Arch Enemy trademark!”
Michael Amott (guitars)
El pasado martes 9 de mayo tuve la oportunidad de estar en uno de los mejores conciertos que he visto: Arch Enemy en el Circo Volador (Ciudad de México)... los que no fueron pueden comenzar a arrepentirse porque se perdieron de un super tokín...
La banda de lo que algunos han dado en llamar Gothenburg metal (un sonido entre trash y death metal con toques melódicos... como Dark Tranquillity, por ejemplo) se presentó por primera vez en México demostrando que son una bandota que neta sabe dar un show en vivo: Angela Gossow con su excelente voz gutural y perfecto manejo del escenario (además de que se ve muy bien; chicos, apoco no se enamorarían de semejante metal-godess), el genial solo de batería de Daniel Erlandsson (ex In Flames, y un sujeto hermoso), la poderosa guitarra de Michael Amott (gran personalidad e impresionante cabello rojo), el headbangging profesional de Fredrik Akesson (también toca muy bien la guitarra), y el asombroso sonido del bajo de Sharlee D'Angelo (quiero, necesito y merezco). Por casi dos horas pudimos hacer de headbanggers, bincar, gritar, cantar, entrar al slam, convivir con la numerosísima banda metalera que atascó el lugar (las secuelas como dolor de cuello, golpes, arañazos, etc. son una buena manera de recordar y volver a vivir la genial experiencia) y, obviamente, disfrutar del buen metal de esta maravillosa agrupación. Me dejaron sin palabras... sólo me resta decirles que si aún no los han escuchado se están perdiendo de un nutritivo alimento para sus oídos, mente y espíritu... Siguen leyendo? Qué esperan para ir a comprar un CD, bajar una rola o visitar la página o el sitio de myspace de Arch Enemy???!!!???
"I will find you, you found me"
(The Saint)
Dicen que nos enconramos y cruzamos caminos en esta vida porque de hecho nunca fuimos desconocidos, porque estábamos destinados a reencontrarnos y porque es nuestro sino estar juntos (quizá no tan fatídico como lo hice parecer, pero sí como un hecho inegable e imposible de evitar). Nos encontramos y nos volveremos a encontrar... Sólo de esa manera podremos completarnos.
A pesar de ello nos destrozan las despedidas, como si una parte de nosotros se desprendiera por tiempo indefinido, dejándonos con el temor de no volverla a tener jamás.
Muy distintos son los encuentros, una bocanada de aire fresco, la sensación de hormigueo en el estómago, la certeza de haber recuperado algo que nos pertenecía pero no teníamos consciente.
Los reencuentros, por su parte, son más excitantes, más viscerales; golpes contundentes que recibimos directamente en el estómago, en la cara, en las espinillas, un gancho al hígado... y cómo no vas a caer por KO tras toparte con aquello que considerabas perdido para siempre?
* A mis amigos de la prepa: Gracias por la golpiza, nos vemos al rato! ;) *
This gorgeous babe is Whisker, he lives with Alos, his sis and another beautiful cat... and whatch that: is saying "Meow" to me!!!
=^_^= <3
Thanks a lot!!!
I guess you already know that I love cats so badly ;) but maybe you didn't imagine that they've started to love me!!!
First my uni's cat, she's lovely: with her awsome blue eyes and her belly of pregnancy (we're gonna have kittens soon!!!), then this great pic... What will be next???
Kitsune (狐) is the Japanese word for fox. Japan is home to two subspecies of foxes: the Japanese Red Fox (Hondo kitsune living in Honshu; Vulpes vulpes japonica) and Hokkaido Fox (Kita kitsune living in Hokkaido; Vulpes vulpes schrencki). They are also associated with mythical beliefs in Japanese folklore.
FOLKLORE
In Japanese folklore, these animals are believed to possess great intelligence, long life, and magical powers. Foremost among these is the ability to shapeshift into human form; a fox is said to learn to do this when it attains a certain age (usually a hundred years, though some tales say fifty). Kitsune usually appear in the shape of a beautiful woman, a pretty young girl, or an old man, but almost never an elderly woman.
Other powers commonly attributed to the kitsune include possession, the ability to generate fire from their tails or to breathe fire, the power to manifest in dreams, and the ability to create illusions so elaborate as to be almost indistinguishable from reality. Some tales go further still, speaking of kitsune with the ability to bend time and space, to drive people mad, or to take such nonhuman and fantastic shapes as a tree of incredible height or a second moon in the sky. Occasionally kitsune are ascribed a characteristic reminiscent of vampires or succubi — these kitsune feed on the life or spirit of humans, generally through sexual contact.
Sometimes kitsune are depicted guarding a round or pear-shaped ball (hoshi no tama or star ball). It is said those who obtain the ball can force the kitsune to help them; one theory says that the kitsune "reserves" some of its magic in this ball when it changes shape. Kitsune must keep their promises or suffer a deterioration in their rank and power.
Kitsune are often associated with the deity of rice known as Inari. Originally kitsune were the messengers of Inari, but the line between the two has now become blurred to the point that Inari is sometimes depicted as a fox. There is speculation as to whether there is another shinto deity who is a fox him/herself, but little historical evidence to support this. Kitsune are connected to both the shinto and Buddhist faiths.
The folkloric kitsune is a type of yōkai. In this context, the word kitsune is often translated as fox spirit. However, one should not take this to mean that a kitsune is not a living creature, nor that a kitsune is a different creature than a fox. The word spirit is used in its Eastern sense, reflecting a state of knowledge or enlightenment. Any fox who lives sufficiently long, therefore, can be a fox spirit. There are two major types of kitsune; the myobu or celestial fox — those associated with Inari, who are presented as benevolent — and the nogitsune, or wild fox (literally "field fox") who are often, though not always, presented as malicious.
The physical attribute kitsune are most noted for is their tails — a fox may possess as many as nine of them. Generally an older and more powerful fox will possess a greater number of tails, and some sources say that a fox will only grow additional tails after they have lived for a thousand years. After that period of time, the number increases based on age and wisdom (depending on the source). However, the foxes that appear in folk stories almost always possess one, five, or nine tails, not any other number.
When a kitsune gains nine tails, its fur becomes silver, white, or gold. These kyūbi no kitsune ("nine-tailed foxes") gain the power of infinite vision. Similarly in Korea a fox that lives a thousand years is said to turn into a kumiho (literally "nine-tail fox"), but the Korean fox is always depicted as evil, unlike the Japanese fox, which can be either benevolent or malevolent. Chinese folklore also contains fox spirits with many similarities to kitsune, including the possibility of nine tails. There is some evidence that kitsune are an imported icon from China, but further textual and artistic support for the argument that they are indiginously Japanese, dating perhaps as far back as the fifth century, B.C.E.
In some stories, kitsune have difficulty hiding their tail — usually the foxes in these stories have only one, which may be an indication that this is a weakness born of inexperience — when they take human form; the observant protagonist sees through the fox's disguise when the drunken or careless fox allows its tail to show.
Foxes also have a great fear and hatred of dogs, and some become so rattled by the presence of a dog that they will revert to the shape of a fox and flee.
In Japanese folklore, the kitsune are often presented as tricksters — sometimes very malevolent ones. The trickster kitsune employ their magical powers to play tricks on people; those portrayed in a favorable light tend to choose as targets overly-proud samurai, greedy merchants, and boastful commoners, while the more cruel kitsune tend to abuse poor tradesmen and farmers or Buddhist monks.
However, there is a second common portrayal: as a lover. These love stories usually involve a young human male and a kitsune who takes the form of a woman. Sometimes the kitsune is assigned the role of seductress, but often these stories are romantic in nature. Such a story usually involves the young man (unknowingly) marrying the fox, and emphasizes the devotion of the fox-wife. Many of these stories also possess a tragic element — they usually end with the discovery of the fox, who then must leave her husband. On some occasions, the husband wakes, as if from a dream, to find himself far from home, filthy and disoriented, and must often return to confront his abandoned human family in shame.
Many stories tell of fox-wives bearing children. Such progeny of human-kitsune marriages are always human, but they are generally held to possess special physical and/or supernatural qualities, which are often passed to their children in turn. The specific nature of these qualities, however, varies widely from one source to another. Among those who are said to have inherited such extraordinary power is the famous onmyoji Abe no Seimei, who is said to be a son of a kitsune hanyō.
The oldest known story of a fox-wife, which provides a folk etymology of the word kitsune, is an exception to the norm in that it does not end tragically. In this story, the fox takes the shape of a woman and marries a human male, and the two, in the course of spending several happy years together, have several children. She is ultimately revealed as a fox when, terrified by a dog, she returns to her fox shape to hide, in the presence of many witnesses. She prepares to depart her home, but her husband prevails upon her, saying, "Now that we have spent so many years together, and I have had several children by you, I cannot simply forget you. Please come and sleep with me." The fox agrees, and from then on returns to her husband each night in the shape of a woman, leaving again each morning in the shape of a fox. Therefore, she comes to be called Kitsune — because, in the classical Japanese, "kitsu-ne" means "come and sleep," while "ki-tsune" means "always comes."
Some have suggested that the origins of the word "kitsune" can also be ascribed to an onomotopoeia: "kitsu" was said to be the sound produced by foxes in Japan, much in the way "woof" is supposedly the noise dogs make in the West. "-ne" can be translated to mean "noise," and so the word "kitsune" can also literally refer to the sound produced by a fox. However, "kitsu" has not been used as representative of the sound foxes produce for some time, if it ever was; modern Japanese transcribes the sound of a fox as "kon kon" or "gon gon."
KITSUNETSUKI
Kitsunetsuki (also written kitsune-tsuki) literally means the state of being possessed by a fox. The fox was believed to enter the body of its victim, typically a young woman, beneath her fingernails or through her breasts. In some cases, the victim's facial expressions were said to change in such a way that they resembled foxes. Japanese tradition holds that the possession can cause illiterate victims to temporarily gain literacy.
Lafcadio Hearn describes the condition in the first volume of his Japanese Fairy Tales: "Strange is the madness of those into whom demon foxes enter. Sometimes they run naked shouting through the streets. Sometimes they lie down and froth at the mouth, and yelp as a fox yelps. And on some part of the body of the possessed a moving lump appears under the skin, which seems to have a life of its own. Prick it with a needle, and it glides instantly to another place. By no grasp can it be so tightly compressed by a strong hand that it will not slip from under the fingers. Possessed folk are also said to speak and write languages of which they were totally ignorant prior to possession. They eat only what foxes are believed to like--tofu, aburage, azukimeshi, etc.--and they eat a great deal, alleging that not they, but the possessing foxes, are hungry." He goes on to note that, once freed from the possession, the victim will never again be able to eat tofu, azukimeshi, or other foods favored by foxes.
Victims of kitsunetsuki were often treated cruelly in hopes of forcing the fox to leave. It was not unusual for them to be beaten or badly burned. On some occasions, entire families were ostracized by their communities after a member of the family was believed to be possessed.
In Japan, kitsunetsuki was a common diagnosis for insanity as recently as the early 20th century. Possession was the explanation for the abnormal behavior displayed by the afflicted individuals.
Kitsunetsuki is also an ethnic psychosis unique to Japanese culture, which causes its victims to believe they are being possesed by a fox. Some of the symptoms of kitsunetsuki are cravings for rice or sweet red beans, listeness, restlesness, and an aversion to eye contact. It can be considered a form of clinical lycanthropy.
KITSUNE IN FICTION
Embedded in popular folklore as they are, kitsune have made appearances in many contemporary Japanese works. A few Western authors have also made use of the kitsune legends. In anime, kitsune are sometimes depicted in a manner similar to non-furry catgirls, usually as female, seductive and fond of alcohol. Other depictions of kitsune include:
Neil Gaiman's The Sandman: The Dream Hunters is a short story featuring a kitsune protagonist, lushly illustrated by Yoshitaka Amano. Gaiman also mentions Kitsune briefly in his novel American Gods.
The series Crescent Moon by Haruko Iida and Stuart Hazleton has a demon fox named Misoka Asagi as the unofficial leader of the Moonlight Bandits.
The SNES/Super Famicom game Shadowrun features a female shaman named Kitsune. She can transform into a fox, which is also her totem animal, and is an extensive magic user.
In some Legend of Zelda games, Keaton is a yellow 'ghost fox.'
In Mega Man X Command Mission there is a set of secret bosses named OneTail through NineTails, and each looks like an anthropomorphic fox with the described number of tails.
In Mega Man Zero 3, there exist one super-effeminate male character going by the name Kyuubit Foxtar, and he can creat some sort of 'tail', as many as 9 of them.
In Ragnarok Online, the kitsune is featured as a powerful monster called a ninetails, and as a boss named Moonlight Flower.
Shippo from InuYasha. As a nod to the shapeshifting abilities sometimes attributed to kitsunes, Shippo is capable of taking many forms through use of a green leaf on his head, in the manner of the tanuki.
Ryutarō from Pom Poko.
A shapeshifting kyūbi no kitsune named Sakura is one of the main characters of the anime Hyper Police.
The spirit of a kyūbi no kitsune, called the Nine Tailed Demon Fox (Kyūbi no Yōko), was sealed within Uzumaki Naruto, the main character of Naruto (Note: "yōko" is another name for the mythical fox creature). Naruto has fox-like whiskers on his face and has a prankster personality, one of such pranks involves his "Sexy Jutsu", in which he transforms into a beautiful naked girl.
Shuichi Minamino, the human alias of Kurama a main character of Yu Yu Hakusho, is a reincarnated bandit or thief kitsune named Yoko Kurama.
Konno Mitsune of Love Hina is almost exclusively referred to as Kitsune due to her sly prankster nature, her fondness for alcohol, and her almost always closed eyes, which make her appear fox-like.
The story of the nine-tailed fox is told by Shuri Kurogane in Ran, Akira Kurosawa's epic retelling of King Lear.
Stan Sakai's Usagi Yojimbo features a female fox character with the stage name "Kitsune," who is a trickster and master thief.
One of the two main characters of Andi Watson's comic Skeleton Key is a transplanted kitsune with a sweet tooth named Kitsune.
The protagonist of Kij Johnson's novel The Fox Woman is likewise a kitsune named Kitsune.
White Wolf Game Studio's Werewolf: The Apocalypse roleplaying game features a race of shapeshifting fox-men known as the "Kitsune."
In the Magic: The Gathering collectible card game, the kitsune appear in the Champions of Kamigawa block as a race of noble, plains-dwelling samurai and clerics.
Fantasy author Mercedes Lackey introduced kitsune characters in her Serrated Edge novels.
An issue of the Psycho Circus comic book, starring the members of the band KISS as cosmic beings, featured a story where a feudal-era samurai is trapped in a traveling circus populated by kitsune.
Miles "Tails" Prower, the sidekick of Sonic the Hedgehog, is a fox with two tails that enable him to fly.
In the hit anime Rurouni Kenshin, Takani Megumi is nicknamed "Kitsune" and even portrayed as one in some episodes by Goro Fujita (Hajime Saitou).
In the series Angel Tails (Tenshi no Shippo) there are two kitsune: Akane is a young benevolent guardian spirit, while her mother seeks to become a nine-tail fox and throw humans into a pit of fear.
LINKS
The Kitsune Page
Foxtrot's Guide to Kitsune Lore
Kitsune.org folklore
Kitsune, Kumiho, Huli Jing, Fox - Fox spirits in Asia, and Asian fox spirits in the West An extensive bibliography of fox-spirit books.
Portal of Transformation: Kitsune in Folklore and Mythology
Anyway, who has almost all the credits of my gorgeous nickname is this awsome girl, Konno Mitsune from Love Hina:
Info obtenida de WIKIPEDIA, una de las básicas fuentes de información (ah, la neta la idea surgió gracias al ocio de Alos quien me paso el dato de la info, je je je)
Veo en tu mirada muchísima luz
Veo en tu mirada sabiduría
no de los años transcurridos
sino de los eones que llegarán
como una espiral de voces muertas
Sin saberte te conozco
pues tus labios dicen en silencio
palabras del arroyo legendario
del bosque murmurante
donde las hadas grises
destruyen presagios
y construyen arcoiris
Los dragones en concilio
discuten la forma
que tendrá el amanecer
Y en las fauces de la noche
tu recuerdo será un hilo
para reencontrar mi alma perdida
y beber del cántaro
donde Galadriel
escondió la luna
abril/ 2006
Cheleando en el Euro (Zacatecas). Apoco no nos vemos geniales?
"... algún imbécil preguntó que por qué llevaba sin escribir tanto tiempo.
Para qué perder el tiempo en esto cuando uno se puede dedicar simplemente a vivir."
Echándola en el jardín del museo Rafael Coronel (Zacatecas)
Por qué me gusta tanto el dolor? Por qué disfruto sobremanera con el metálico sabor de la sangre, con el dolor de los otros, con tus quejumbrosos gemidos?
Supongo que a todos nos gusta saber que aún estamos vivos (o que seguimos no-muertos), el dolor nos ayuda a ello; pero su vital papel no se queda ahí, es sensual y sexual por naturaleza, es uno de los polos más perfectos del placer y una de las vías más maravillosas hacia la comprensión de uno mismo...
Sé que quizá ustedes no piensan de la misma forma, pero pláticas y sucesos recientes me han llevado hasta aquí (además de que no he dormido mucho que digamos y parece que hoy no será la excepción :P), el dolor no sólo físico sigue encaminándome hacia un mejor conocimiento de mi persona y de los demás, y quizá a sentirme mejor.
Lo veo triste por que no es fácil para él la prueba que el universo le ha puesto en frente y también me duele, pero ambos sabemos que todo ello forma parte de la vida (o de mi no-vida), pero aún no tenemos una idea clara de qué hacer con el sufrimiento, aún no lo educamos a nuestra conveniencia; por ello es preferible disfrutarlo, hacerlo parte de nosotros y esperar a que las cicatrices aparezcan y a que, pronto, podamos unir nuestro dolor en uno solo.
Me muerdo los labios y siguen sangrando...
Burnt all the bridges I have passed
No looking back to the life I once had
-The hate for myself is all that´s left now
"As blood runs down my arms I feel peace in my heart…"
On my skin the razor blade is shining bright
The veins show clearly through, my blood is running wild
This wrath that runs inside my veins
This hate that burns inside the ruins of my heart
I´ve got to let it out I can´t control it anymore
"As blood runs down my heart I feel peace in my heart…"
On my skin the razor blade is shining bright
The veins show clearly through, my blood is running wild
The deep red flowing within, longing to be free
A little pressure´s all it takes to make me bleed…to death
SENTENCED (Bleed)
La verdad no me gusta mucho hacer estas cosas (bueno, sí he contestado algunos test de qué personaje de DnD eres o eso, pero no los había subido al blog a pesar de haberlos tenido en código HTM o alguno semejante), pero esta me llamó la atención y me sorprendió...
Parece que mis acciones dicen que tengo 23... bueno, sólo dos años más de los biológicos... les juro que pensé que me iba a salir como 15 o algo así, je je je...
Hagan la prueba, cuántos años mentales tienen ustedes?
You Are 23 Years Old |
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
Lo sé, últimamente he sido un tanto floja para postear en este lóbrego y oscuro espacio basado en la dicotomía dialéctica exhibicionista-voyer... pero al menos me he puesto a chambearle un poquito al layout (ya sé que no se nota, pero aparenten que sí) y como se habrán dado cuenta ya tengo nuevos links con banners bonitos y eso... No se pueden perder la oportunidad de visitarlos, en cada uno de ellos encontrarán una escencial parte de mí, mis gustos y mi mundo (sobretodo en mis sitios personales) y una oportunidad para expandir su universo.
Así que no se olviden de seguir visitando este bellísimo caos porque pronto podrán leer más acerca de libros, arte, metal, mi vida y las de ustedes (ja ja ja -sonido de truenos- ja ja ja)... además de las locuras ya características de estos lares cibernéticos.
Lamentablemente el Photobucket me falló el día de hoy y mi bonita animación se apestó, así que se van a tener que conformar con una secuencia de las mejores imágenes de cómo me veo trabajando para "DESDE EL ENSIMISMAMIENTO..."
Dudas, comentarios, sugerencias, donaciones (en efectivo y especie), mentadas, insinuaciones, invitaciones... se acepta de TODO (o casi todo) para mejorar este blog ;)
Definitivamente un sitio hecho con sangre, sudor y lágrimas; donde he dejado mi vida y gran parte de mi ser...
"Mientras el destino me lo conceda continuaré fumando"
Fernando Pessoa-Álvaro de Campos (Tabaquería)
"Farewell my friend, farewell"
Blind Guardian (Nom the wise)
"Now that I quit I can smoke one 'cause I quit"Iggy Pop y Tom Waits (Coffee and cigarrettes - Somewhere in California)Just kidding...
"There are no gods in my nights and days.
I'm my biggest lord and I allways will"
Chaotic me - To/Die/For
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